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28 September 2008 @ 07:50 pm
So..I went to see Sony's The Hot Ticket RENT Final Broadway Performance at my local movie theatre today. When I got home I was VERY much looking forward to listening to my OBC..but I cannot find it ANYWHERE in my apartment. It's also not on my iPod like I thought it was.
..so can anyone upload it to SendSpace so that I can have it? I'd love you forever. =)
..so can anyone upload it to SendSpace so that I can have it? I'd love you forever. =)
19 June 2008 @ 11:23 pm
..I haven't updated in forever. I promise to do an actual real update sometime soon - but getting in touch with me on AIM or something is usually easier. I do read my Friends Page every single day though!
Lyss
Lyss
11 December 2007 @ 11:35 am
When did my life become so shitty and screwed up? =/
Current Mood: depressed
04 December 2006 @ 07:31 am
[Insert the usual 2.5-3 hour phone conversation here.]
Me: "I love you, baby."
Martin: "God, how did I get so lucky?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Martin: "I mean you. How did I get lucky enough to be with you?"
Me: "Aww..I love you, Pooh Bear."
Martin: "I love you, Butterball."
[insert giggles and sighs here.]
..God, I love him. I really, really do.
♥ Lyss
Me: "I love you, baby."
Martin: "God, how did I get so lucky?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Martin: "I mean you. How did I get lucky enough to be with you?"
Me: "Aww..I love you, Pooh Bear."
Martin: "I love you, Butterball."
[insert giggles and sighs here.]
..God, I love him. I really, really do.
♥ Lyss
Current Mood: loved
02 December 2006 @ 08:49 pm
I know I haven't updated in ages..and I still really don't feel like typing an actual entry. So here are some survey things..one's from Joelle and one I got from Alice.
25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
I'm usually pretty good about looking people in the eye both when I'm talking to them and they're talking to me. But really, it just depends on who I'm talking to and what we're talking about.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you?
I think it was last week when Martin and I got into a fight. He said he didn't have time for me..and I took it the wrong way and then the whole thing got blown out of proportion.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE PHONE CALL who do you call?
My mom
4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?
I would keep it a secret until a few days before I was going to die. I wouldn't want to spend my last month alive with people feeling sorry for me. With my remaining days, I'd like to travel and see places and experience things I always wanted to. I'd tell people how I felt and try to spend each day with a smile on my face. I would definitely be afraid. Not afraid of dying, necessarily, but afraid of not living. Afraid of what I would miss.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose? Why?
I don't think you can pick just one. To love someone is to trust someone with everything you have, and trust is a form of love.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
My boss is really afraid of people/confrontation, so I honestly don't think he would fire me over something like that. However, if that situation arose, I would definitely stop and at least try to save the dog. A life is a lot more important than a paycheck.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
I would tell him immediately because I think that he deserves to know. It would come up later if I tried to keep it a secret anyway..and it would hurt so much more then. Besides, I'd want to be told if the situation were reversed anyway.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
I would find the best way to tell him that I did not feel the same, but did not want our friendship to change.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
Although I don't think Wacie would be able to do an awful lot in an hour, I would give up one year to let her live again. She was only 16 and I know she wishes she could have told everyone she loved goodbye.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I think so..maybe?
11. Does love = sex?
Absolutely not. Love should be so much more than sex, and sex should be with the person that you love.
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
It really depends on where I'm at financially. Do I like this job? Do I have other options if I quit? I'd love to help out someone in need, though.
13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? What did you have to tell the person? Was it difficult?
It was when Martin and I first started talking. I don't particularly remember the exact question it was..but we'd play 20 questions and promise one another that we'd be completely honest. He asked me something really personal that was hard to open up about.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don't love them back. I love my friends and would HATE to see our friendship change for any reason.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
It would really be hard for me to give up my cell phone. That might sound shallow, but it's my connection to other people. There are so many friends that I can very rarely see that I usually only get to actually talk to via my cell phone. And no matter where I go, I'd be able to talk to the ones I love.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Today at work. I told Sarah I loved her when she came to visit me.
17. If you're cross-eyed and have dyslexia can you read correctly?
Good question.
18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
I would probably call Martin. Chances are that if no one was home my mom was out of town..and he's the closet to me.
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Of course I would. A life is a life.
21.You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
I would never want to have to make this decision, but I think my grandmothers would agree. They would want me to save the baby, merely because there is so much potential in a new life. My grandmothers have both lived long, wonderful lives and they would want that baby to have the same chance.
22. Are you old fashioned?
Nope.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT want anything in return for it?
I don't think I ever really do something nice for someone so that I'll get something in return..
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Eventually, a broken heart would heal. I think a live without love is really a life unlived. And besides, all good things must eventually come to an end.
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I would find a way to cure all of the terrible diseases that kill so many innocent people. I would make sure that civil liberties were given to homosexual couples, that discrimination was no longer tolerated. I would wish that everyone was allowed to experience true love at least once. I can't choose one thing..so don't make me. =)
01. Grab your mobile
Done
02. What is the phone maker?
Samsung
03. What's the last 4 digits of your phone number?
9240
04. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"What r u doing" - Xavier
05. Who's the first person that comes up under the letter M?
Marissa Gomez
06. Who's the last person you called?
Martin
07. Who was your last missed call from?
Xavier
08. Who's the 2nd person that comes up under 'D'?
Dacia
09. What does the last message in your inbox say?
"Goodnight baby, I love you so much." - Martin
10. Who's the 3rd person that comes up under 'A'?
Alice =)
11. What does your 13th txt say?
"hey" - Jamie
12. What does your banner say?
M+K=<3
13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
100
14. Who's the first person under 'T'?
Tawynee
15. Who's the first person who comes up under 'C'?
Caitlin
16. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
4
17. What if your current ringtone?
"La Vie Boheme" - Rent
18. What's your current wallpaper?
A picture of Martin trying to be "hip"
Real update soon, I promise.
♥ Lyss
25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
I'm usually pretty good about looking people in the eye both when I'm talking to them and they're talking to me. But really, it just depends on who I'm talking to and what we're talking about.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you?
I think it was last week when Martin and I got into a fight. He said he didn't have time for me..and I took it the wrong way and then the whole thing got blown out of proportion.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE PHONE CALL who do you call?
My mom
4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?
I would keep it a secret until a few days before I was going to die. I wouldn't want to spend my last month alive with people feeling sorry for me. With my remaining days, I'd like to travel and see places and experience things I always wanted to. I'd tell people how I felt and try to spend each day with a smile on my face. I would definitely be afraid. Not afraid of dying, necessarily, but afraid of not living. Afraid of what I would miss.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose? Why?
I don't think you can pick just one. To love someone is to trust someone with everything you have, and trust is a form of love.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
My boss is really afraid of people/confrontation, so I honestly don't think he would fire me over something like that. However, if that situation arose, I would definitely stop and at least try to save the dog. A life is a lot more important than a paycheck.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
I would tell him immediately because I think that he deserves to know. It would come up later if I tried to keep it a secret anyway..and it would hurt so much more then. Besides, I'd want to be told if the situation were reversed anyway.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
I would find the best way to tell him that I did not feel the same, but did not want our friendship to change.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
Although I don't think Wacie would be able to do an awful lot in an hour, I would give up one year to let her live again. She was only 16 and I know she wishes she could have told everyone she loved goodbye.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I think so..maybe?
11. Does love = sex?
Absolutely not. Love should be so much more than sex, and sex should be with the person that you love.
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
It really depends on where I'm at financially. Do I like this job? Do I have other options if I quit? I'd love to help out someone in need, though.
13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? What did you have to tell the person? Was it difficult?
It was when Martin and I first started talking. I don't particularly remember the exact question it was..but we'd play 20 questions and promise one another that we'd be completely honest. He asked me something really personal that was hard to open up about.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don't love them back. I love my friends and would HATE to see our friendship change for any reason.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
It would really be hard for me to give up my cell phone. That might sound shallow, but it's my connection to other people. There are so many friends that I can very rarely see that I usually only get to actually talk to via my cell phone. And no matter where I go, I'd be able to talk to the ones I love.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Today at work. I told Sarah I loved her when she came to visit me.
17. If you're cross-eyed and have dyslexia can you read correctly?
Good question.
18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
I would probably call Martin. Chances are that if no one was home my mom was out of town..and he's the closet to me.
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Of course I would. A life is a life.
21.You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
I would never want to have to make this decision, but I think my grandmothers would agree. They would want me to save the baby, merely because there is so much potential in a new life. My grandmothers have both lived long, wonderful lives and they would want that baby to have the same chance.
22. Are you old fashioned?
Nope.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT want anything in return for it?
I don't think I ever really do something nice for someone so that I'll get something in return..
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Eventually, a broken heart would heal. I think a live without love is really a life unlived. And besides, all good things must eventually come to an end.
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I would find a way to cure all of the terrible diseases that kill so many innocent people. I would make sure that civil liberties were given to homosexual couples, that discrimination was no longer tolerated. I would wish that everyone was allowed to experience true love at least once. I can't choose one thing..so don't make me. =)
01. Grab your mobile
Done
02. What is the phone maker?
Samsung
03. What's the last 4 digits of your phone number?
9240
04. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"What r u doing" - Xavier
05. Who's the first person that comes up under the letter M?
Marissa Gomez
06. Who's the last person you called?
Martin
07. Who was your last missed call from?
Xavier
08. Who's the 2nd person that comes up under 'D'?
Dacia
09. What does the last message in your inbox say?
"Goodnight baby, I love you so much." - Martin
10. Who's the 3rd person that comes up under 'A'?
Alice =)
11. What does your 13th txt say?
"hey" - Jamie
12. What does your banner say?
M+K=<3
13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
100
14. Who's the first person under 'T'?
Tawynee
15. Who's the first person who comes up under 'C'?
Caitlin
16. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
4
17. What if your current ringtone?
"La Vie Boheme" - Rent
18. What's your current wallpaper?
A picture of Martin trying to be "hip"
Real update soon, I promise.
♥ Lyss
Current Mood: tired
16 November 2006 @ 12:21 am
Because it is 12:21am, I am officially 18 years old. Should it feel different? 'Cause it doesn't..but happy birthday to me all the same!
30 October 2006 @ 04:58 am
So basically my cell phone is no longer functional. The buttons all decided to die on me..so I need all of you to either message, comment, IM, e-mail, or whatever me your numbers so that I can put them into my new cell phone by hand.
Thanks!
Thanks!
28 June 2006 @ 10:44 pm
Thanks for all of the well-wishes for Hermione, she's doing a lot better now. =) It was like, the saddest thing ever when I picked her up though..and it totally made me want to cry. By the way, for whoever asked, Hermione is my puppy.
So who watched not one, but two of her favorite movies? K'lyssa did! Yes people, I watched both The Breakfast Club and A Goofy Movie. How awesome am I? Pretty darn awesome, let me tell you. You know, I've decided that I keep getting fatter and fatter - anyone got an ideas on how I should go about losing weight? 'Cause um, I'm starting to hate the mirror.
Oo, and Brendan and I came up with a new tagline last night that I forgot to post here. I'm seriously considering getting this put onto a shirt for Lumos/NYC:
No, I'm not on MuggleCast.
No, I wasn't born a Spartz.
Yes, I am a MuggleNet staff member.
GET. OVER. IT.
I love my moodtheme. I pick a new one each day just because I like the pictures, and it really has absolutely nothing to do with my mood. Like I just almost posted this with 'horny' as the mood - except I can just see how that could've been extremely awkward, so I decided not to. =P
♥ Lyss
So who watched not one, but two of her favorite movies? K'lyssa did! Yes people, I watched both The Breakfast Club and A Goofy Movie. How awesome am I? Pretty darn awesome, let me tell you. You know, I've decided that I keep getting fatter and fatter - anyone got an ideas on how I should go about losing weight? 'Cause um, I'm starting to hate the mirror.
Oo, and Brendan and I came up with a new tagline last night that I forgot to post here. I'm seriously considering getting this put onto a shirt for Lumos/NYC:
No, I'm not on MuggleCast.
No, I wasn't born a Spartz.
Yes, I am a MuggleNet staff member.
GET. OVER. IT.
I love my moodtheme. I pick a new one each day just because I like the pictures, and it really has absolutely nothing to do with my mood. Like I just almost posted this with 'horny' as the mood - except I can just see how that could've been extremely awkward, so I decided not to. =P
♥ Lyss
Current Mood: geeky
28 June 2006 @ 12:28 pm
Yesterday was most definitely a much better than the two previous ones had been. I woke up at 11 or so..and got ready for work. Work, which I really haven't enjoyed at all since the whole Dustin thing, really wasn't that bad. Everyone kept teasing me and giving me a hard time about the interview JKR did though. =P I was also in an unusually good mood, although I still haven't figured out why. And so as a result, work went by pretty quickly. =)
I came home and just got online and saw all the K'lyssa!love from you guys and I felt special, and then I did absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. I had a brief mini-breakdown after I read Brendan's LJ though, because it made me realize just how much I miss him..and it was pretty much ridiculous. Wait until those of you going to Lumos/NYC meet him - you're never going to want him to leave! It's just not fair that someone I love so much has to live so incredibly far away. Not at all. But..after my mini-breakdown, Bren called me and we talked for over two hours until almost 4 here (5 there) about anything and everything. People that live in Wakefield and can see him whenever they want are far too lucky. The same goes for Julie! I miss her so much. We've been talking a lot more than we had since I got home here recently, which makes me happy. But seriously, Julie is incredible too. She can always make me smile/giggle..and when I regain my composure I can't even remember what it was she said that made me laugh. <33 my Wakefield people.
So let's see, what else? Ooh, I did some MuggleNet work that I'd been putting off for awhile - but I still need to do a ton more. My staff inbox is usually 27+ pages, but I finally got it down to one because I made folders for each of my different pages and then for each of the different things on those pages. It's a lot more organized, although the whole sorting process pretty much sucks. But I'll deal.
I took Hermione to the veterinarian this morning. She doesn't like car rides, and it took about 40 minutes to get there. She was shaking the entire time - and once we walked in, the assistant just sort of came up and whisked her away. We're going to pick her up when mom gets off of work at 4, but I miss her already. I get way too attached to animals, I kind of need to work on that.
♥ Lyss
I came home and just got online and saw all the K'lyssa!love from you guys and I felt special, and then I did absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. I had a brief mini-breakdown after I read Brendan's LJ though, because it made me realize just how much I miss him..and it was pretty much ridiculous. Wait until those of you going to Lumos/NYC meet him - you're never going to want him to leave! It's just not fair that someone I love so much has to live so incredibly far away. Not at all. But..after my mini-breakdown, Bren called me and we talked for over two hours until almost 4 here (5 there) about anything and everything. People that live in Wakefield and can see him whenever they want are far too lucky. The same goes for Julie! I miss her so much. We've been talking a lot more than we had since I got home here recently, which makes me happy. But seriously, Julie is incredible too. She can always make me smile/giggle..and when I regain my composure I can't even remember what it was she said that made me laugh. <33 my Wakefield people.
So let's see, what else? Ooh, I did some MuggleNet work that I'd been putting off for awhile - but I still need to do a ton more. My staff inbox is usually 27+ pages, but I finally got it down to one because I made folders for each of my different pages and then for each of the different things on those pages. It's a lot more organized, although the whole sorting process pretty much sucks. But I'll deal.
I took Hermione to the veterinarian this morning. She doesn't like car rides, and it took about 40 minutes to get there. She was shaking the entire time - and once we walked in, the assistant just sort of came up and whisked her away. We're going to pick her up when mom gets off of work at 4, but I miss her already. I get way too attached to animals, I kind of need to work on that.
♥ Lyss
Current Mood: happy